sadly, somewhat hopelessly futile.

  m i n d l e s s

                                &

                                      u n j u s t i f i e d;

  a soldier;
                        forgotten and
                                                        previously presumed long gone.

  not many get 
                                 second chances,

  and sometimes those who do,
                                                                        don’t r e m e m b e r.

  [ b r o k e n ] is a childish term,
    and it brings no justice to the explanation of

                                                         the
                                                         w i n t e r
                                                         s o l d i e r.

  however, the remembrances of most of his tortures are not evident, as if he does not recall.

  he seems to think fondly of one repeated thing;
    — a name he hears on a basis during fights and readings of soldier files from long ago —

                                                        [ b u c k y ]
                                                           but not only that.
                                                         [ j a m e s  b a r n e s ]

                                                           who
                                                           is
                                                           he?

  the name always strikes a nerve,
  pulses cryptic messages through
  his lost memory and makes him
  want to remember.

                                                      but r e m e m b e r i n g is forbidden.

  it has been since his heart
  began to beat again, as if
  it had been d o r m a n t.

                                                             dead.

  he is an assassin;
    they remind him.
  he is no one else.

                                                       heil [ HYDRA ].
                                              and do what you’re told.









★ ʀᴇᴅ sᴛᴀʀ;

'cause even though you
[ l e f t m e h e r e ],
i have nothing left to
f e a r.

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